A sunny Tuesday

The sun is out and for that I am thankful. I'm in the non profit office today and for that I am thankful. I love, love, love the people I am blessed to work with here and for that I am thankful. I had a good night at the NGS last night and for that I am thankful.

I jogged (no walking!) for 25 minutes this morning...and I really do feel great. I had lots of energy yesterday and I'm feeling the same effect this morning. One day at a time. I have such a pretty and vast neighborhood that my attention should be kept for a while.

I paid attention to what I ate yesterday and I packed myself breakfast with plenty of healthy snacks today. I am a thoughtless snacker...so hopefully if I just pay attention to snacking I'll be in better shape.

I emailed K in Tallahassee last night. I haven't heard from him since December 28th...and that was after I sent a "Hey, how was your Christmas?" email. He seemed interested in that email, asked me lots of questions, I replyed with answers...and then nothing. We went from 20 emails a day over 2 weeks to nothing. This makes me sad. So here's my email:

Hey hey...
How did you ring in the new year? My trip to DC was one of the best decisions I've made in a long while...we had a terrific time and it was good seeing some friends I haven't seen in a very long time.

So, I know you're super-dee-duper busy--and I don't mean to pester you. I just thought I'd have heard from you...so I guess I'm just asking if you're still interested.


(This is not my normal M.O., for sure. I'm not trying to be a nag nor clingy...you've just been very quiet, so that has piqued my interest.)

Be well, and I hope to hear from you soon--

Anna

So...we'll see. I feel good about it (the email, not the reason I had to send it). And of course I'm hoping for a pleading for my forgiveness and a "Of course I'm still interested!" email response. I'll be really disappointed if there is no response. I just don't understand how we can go from 20 emails a day--really, really long and involved emails to nothing. I just don't get it. I just want to find someone that's as interested in me as I am in him. I don't think that's too much to ask...but perhaps it is. Perhaps I'm destined to be the crazy old lady on the hill with 1000 cats yet.

God has a plan for my life. God has a plan for my days. God knows the desires of my heart. God knows the desires of my soul. The Lord has not forgotten about me, nor forsaken me.