I just had a very sweet and heartwarming image of Reid's smiling and laughing face. It made me smile too.

Lord, please let me not put a man over my thoughts of you again. I don't want to screw this one up. I want you to be my light, my center and my guide.

I want you to bless and bring about any romance that may come upon the horizon.

Reid and Jamie invited me to a jazz thing last night at the Red Room in Westpark Walk where Martini's used to be. At first I was interested before I heard it was in Peachtree City. I apologized, but told them I'd be driving to Newnan tonight for the gathering and spending the night then going to a wedding with Ashley tomorrow, get my car cleaned by Bo and possibly being able to hang out with them Saturday night.

Reid texted me around the time of the start of the concert and said, "Didn't want to hang out with us?" "That's a long drive that I'm making tomorrow night too. I didn't know it meant that much to you or else I would have..." "Fine! Too late now, I am heart broken." "Please Reid...don't cry litte one. I still love you. Oh what can I do to make it up to you?" "Have to take a rain check I suppose." "How about I'll see you tomorrow at the gathering? Then perhaps on Saturday evening." "Not the same as the red room." "Now I really do feel bad...I'm sorry! I really do enjoy our time together. I'll definitely take a rain check! Have fun tonight."

Could be nothing...but it was heartwarming. It was nice to feel wanted and missed.