I'd like to take a selfish moment, if I could:

I just wanted Ashley to send me an email of pictures...but I guess she gets distracted from all outside connections when she's with Bo. Makes sense. I would too. But their total immersion scares me. I want the very very best for them and I really want them to prove me wrong and really MAKE IT.

But from where I stand now, the pressures of both their jobs and the distance will play a huge role in trying to deter them from each other. An extremely intimate bond has been formed and it'll be hard to cope when that bond has to find solace in phone calls, letters, emails and rushed drives across the state.

Father, give them peace. Bless them...help them put you first.

Why do I feel like I'm asking God to bless a sin that's blatantly against His name?