I appreciate all of the "you're better without her" support. I really, really do.
But I'm no longer "without" her. See...after I wrote my email, and after I got her response I didn't respond. And she called. Like six times. And sent lots of texts. And she can't fathom moving on without me...now, do I believe her undying devotion? Not for a minute. But am I still interested? Yes. Very much so.
She captivates me. I think about her and my knees are weak. She knows things that I want to know...and she wants to teach me.
So, I'm still open to meeting someone else. I'm still open to dating other people. But I'm also enjoying our flirty conversations and promises of future seduction.
It at least makes the days a little more interesting.
Fun on the horizon: possible blind date set up by my Lesbian Advisor.
Even more fun on the horizon: some dear friends are coming to visit me from St. Louis this weekend. Woo!
Zenith: my place is completely unpacked! I moved in October 22, 2010. All boxes unpacked: May 14, 2011. A big thanks to my dad...he was definitely my catalyst and HUGE help. And thanks to him almost all of my art is hung on the walls with some serious panache. He and I have the same aesthetic and I couldn't be more excited. :)
Church, renewed relationship with dad, friends coming into town, my mom loving the quilt class I bought for her--so much so she's making me a quilt of my very own. Today is a day that I am thankful for each breath.
3 comments:
Sounds like everything is coming up roses for you, friend! PLEASE go on this blind date. If for no other reason than to report back to me. I love dating stories!
Also... how does dating work with same-sex couples? Especially on blind dates? How do you know who pays?
Lord have mercy. I can't keep up. :) I'm glad things are going well--how fun to be unpacked! Is it the Jemlets coming to town?
Ack! I'm pulled back in. This is better than any reality show. We need to do lunch!
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