Yesterday was a big day. See, I had a girl give me her ideal timeline of possibly dating me without any consideration of what I want and/or need. And the only man I've ever truly loved became a father.
I'm terribly, terribly happy to his little family now. This is something he's always wanted and he deserves it. Also, I'm ridiculously happy with the life I lead now. Where I am in life, I can't imagine having a child.
But part of me is sitting here thinking and wondering how that should have been me.
I shan't delve into that any further. Moving on.
Back to the 159 handwritten notes I'm writing for our dedicated participants who raise over $1000 each year for the non-profit. I have 6 done so far. Wish me luck!
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I do love how non-profit work can reinvigorate your impression of the human race when current life circumstances can so easily provoke you to drive down the road and yell "Bastard!" at every man and "Bitch!" at every woman. I'm pretty sure that's why I stay in it, because Lord knows it's not the salary.
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